Friday, March 9, 2012

Why?

Why doesn't Steven have a full time job?
Why haven't we been able to have a baby yet?

These are questions that are on my mind so often.  I know that everything in God's timing and He is in complete control.  Knowing that God is in control does not keep me from wondering why our time hasn't come for these things.  He has provided along the way through all of this time and we are so thankful.  We are blessed with precious nephews but would love for them to have cousins.

Today has been a hard day and I've already cried twice, trying not to cry again.  I forgot my bag at home which means I don't have a lunch...cry number one.  I forgot to eat breakfast because I packed a snack to eat when I got to work...it is also in my bag...cry number two.  I haven't been in the greatest mood which I hate because I want to be a positive and uplifting person.  I just don't know what God has in store for us which is hard for someone who wants to have everything planned out.  

Please pray for me today that God will take away my bad mood.  I am sorry for this but I just needed to get that off my shoulders today.